I'm okay

I'M JUST FEELING TIRED BUT I WANT TO WRITE GRRRRR..

NEVER MIND GOT SO MANY THINGS TO THINK.

HMMM..

This is me when I'm tired *sigh

O' Allah loves me

Assalamualaikum

I'm here trying to say that today is the last day for this year I mean before asr we're going to read the end of the year dua and then during maghrib we're going to read the beginning of the year dua
Meanwhile

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

O' our Lord Allah please forgive me forgive us for our sins that we had done
O' our Lord Allah please forgive both of our parents sins that they had done before
O' our Lord Allah gives us strength faith and success in our life
O' our Lord Allah keep us away from maksiah and fornication
PANJANG KAN LAH JODOH AKU DENGAN NYA YA ALLAH
Jadikanlah aku miliknya dan jadikanlah dia milikku

Amin amin amin Ya Rab Bal A'lamin..

Arifah Zakaria this is not about fasting and you don't have to wait for Ramadhan to change yourself from bad to good and from good to better and best. If you want to change you have to start  it from now InsyaAllah I'll try my best to

IT IS NOT ABOUT FASTING

Covering my aurah properly no titspemes hijabster like Mohon Clash always mentioned before stop cursing or saying any bad words remember Allah is always with you 

If you want to be nice He is always there to help you if you're trying to be bad he's also always be there to guide you to the right path :)

Thats all

Wasalamualaikum

Dua for the end and beginning of the year

Doa Akhir Tahun:

Doa Akhir Tahun dibaca 3 kali pada akhir waktu Asar atau sebelum masuk waktu Maghrib pada akhir bulan Zulhijjah.

Dengan izin Allah, sesiapa yang membaca doa ini akan mendapat Perlindungan Allah SWT dari fitnah dan tipu daya syaitan serta mendapat setahun keampunan dosa yang lalu.

Maksudnya:

Allah SWT berselawat ke atas penghulu kami Muhammad SAW, ahli keluarga dan sahabat-sahabat baginda dan kesejahteraan ke atas mereka.

Wahai Tuhan, apa yang telah aku lakukan dalam tahun ini daripada perkara-perkara yang Engkau tegah daripada aku melakukannya dan aku belum bertaubat daripadanya. Sedangkan Engkau tidak redha dan tidak melupakannya. Dan aku telah melakukannya di dalam keadaan di mana Engkau berupaya untuk menghukumku, tetapi Engkau mengilhamkanku dengan taubat selepas keberanianku melakukan dosa-dosa itu semuanya. Sesungguhnya aku memohon keampunanMu, maka ampunilah aku. Dan tidaklah aku melakukan yang demikian daripada apa yang Engkau redhainya dan Engkau menjanjikanku dengan pahala atas yang sedemikian itu. Maka aku memohon kepadaMu.

Wahai Tuhan! Wahai yang Maha Pemurah! Wahai Yang Maha Agung dan wahai Yang Maha Mulia agar Engkau menerima taubat itu dariku dan janganlah Engkau menghampakan harapanku kepadaMu Wahai Yang Maha Pemurah. Dan Allah berselawat ke atas penghulu kami Muhammad, ke atas ahli keluarga dan sahabat-sahabatnya dan mengurniakan kesejahteraan ke atas mereka.

Doa Awal Tahun:

Doa Awal Tahun dibaca 3 kali selepas maghrib pada malam 1 Muharram 1434H (Hari Rabu malam Khamis).

Barangsiapa membaca doa ini sebanyak 3 kali selepas solat rowatib ba’diyyah Maghrib pada malam tanggal 1 Muharram, Allah akan memerintahkan 2 malaikat untuk melindunginya daripada fitnah dan tipu daya syaitan selama setahun yang mendatang.

Maksudnya:

Allah SWT berselawat ke atas penghulu kami Muhammad SAW, ahli keluarga dan sahabat-sahabat baginda dan kesejahteraan ke atas mereka.

Wahai Tuhan, Engkaulah yang kekal abadi, yang qadim. yang awal dan ke atas kelebihanMu yang besar dan kemurahanMu yang melimpah dan ini adalah tahun baru yang telah muncul di hadapan kami. Kami memohon pemeliharaan dariMu di sepanjang tahun ini dari syaitan dan pembantu-pembantunya dan tentera-tenteranya dan juga pertolongan terhadap diri yang diperintahkan melakukan kejahatan dan usaha yang mendekatkanku kepadaMu Wahai Tuhan Yang Maha Agung dan Maha Mulia.

Wahai Tuhan Yang Maha pengasih dari mereka yang mengasihi dan Allah berselawat ke atas penghulu kami Muhammad. Nabi yang ummi dan ke atas ahli keluarga dan sahabat-sahabatnya dan kesejahteraan ke atas mereka.

A good student ( used to be )

At first everything must be perfect clean tidy and 'RAPI'.
But after a few weeks it was like errrr

Found this in my old note book what did I wrote on it this is it nigger.

A6.601  ( HOME SWEET HOME )

1. Tolong kunci pintu bilik ( bawak ke mana mana sahaja) - na ah I just left it like that ya aw wanna take those thang just take it I don't give a damn nigger please

2. Tolong tutup lampu dan kipas ( berdosa ) - ya aw not gonna say something like that god dammit if you turn it off hell yes hot sweating like a hot babe tonight 

3. Nak tido kunci bilik - yeah this is a must nigger there were too many hoes out there tryin to steal at night they think they were god damn cat woman 

4. Dekat drying yard pakai hanger - hell no never but yeah sometimes

5. Pakai tudung kat drying yard ( sebab orang luar nampak ) - nigger please no one loves blacktivity like us

6. Jangan mandi lama lama ( kongsi ) - na ah that was my favorite cubical I fix the shower so I can use how many hours that I love

7. Pakai dress code - whaaaaaaat mama didn't teach me to wear something like ya aw wear na ah naw nigger

8. Tepati masa - bhahahahahahahahaha I'm a mr president how come I do have to come earlier then they do naww

9. Tolong flush lepas guna toilet - damn nigger you're dirtier than miley cyrus twerking dammit

10. Simpan barang mandi kat utilitis - god dammit who stole my shampoo I'll shoot ya aw with my gun I'm gonna shoot ya if I catch ya tryin to steal ma thang again

11. 7 malam tutup langsir (sebab nampak ) - na ah never nigger

Resit SAHAJA

Assalamualaikum I think I miss you my blog I really wanted to write more and more but yeah I don't have my own personal laptop or pc so it's hard for me to take some time to use others gadgets to write on you.

First of all ain't finishing from cfs yet because I have to resit BMW's paper what is that err 'Basic Research Methodology of Report  Writing' isn't? It is maybe sorry I don't know the real name of this subject and yeah I have to resit it because I failed on the final paper poor me. What should I do I ask many people about this some of em told me to repeat it some just resit so I chose to resit so during the semester break I can study for degree I mean the languages like Arabic English and Mandarin? Duh nonsense.

Feel like to learn French but we'll see about this later.

Oh yeah MUET i almost forgot about MUET dammit I already forgot about it.
What if I settle the resit of BMW first and then we'll talk about and focus on MUET okay. Just resit stop thinking about other things now you just have to study serves you Ipah others struggling for it before the final and they're enjoying their life at home right now meanwhile you have to study it again at home.

Like Mek said there must be hikmah later and this is the lesson for me who is afraid of studying before last minute now I know that I have to change this bad habit "Studying last minute will make you regret for a long time and it gives you effect on your life" Dammit again.

Just fine now now don't feel like you're a loser you're just fine it's just you're the one who had been lazy and then you failed and resit it and yeah hoping that it won't happens again in the future. Think about your next step "DEGREE" harder than foundation dammit now now just keep calm and love Allah and Mek.
Hoping that I'll pass this resit matter then I can focus on MUET to DEGREE.