I just miss my blog, that's all.

I don't know why but I'm alone now. So lonely. It's seems like I don't have nothing to do although I've so many things to do. I just. I don't know. Maybe I need someone in my life. I really need someone who can always be by my side when I need him. Him? Okay! I need a boyfriend but of course my mum will sad if she know I have someone special in my life. Ya mum. I know you want me to study but I can't because when I'm feeling alone, it feels like I'm the loneliest person in this world. Yeah, I think I need to get marry with someone. But, I don't know mum. I love you mum and dad, I'm sorry because of me you are the one will be punish.

One more thing, quiz always make me nervous and I really scares of it. Urgh, Linguistic and Human Science. Bla bla bla. I'm tired of all those theories that had been given by all dead people. Yeahhhh! I really don't like it. I don't know why I must memorize all of it. It's so hard to memorize them okay. Really okay. I read it for many times but I had memorized all of them but still can't answer the simplest question. I don't know what's wrong with me. Did I ate something that made my brain became less elastic? Hellen Keller is more intelligent than ME! Waaa!

Family, I know my family hate me but I didn't hate them because I love them. Yeah, of course we love our family don't we? Haha. Nonsense Ipah. No boyfriend, no daddy, no siblings, I'm just a forever alone girl. Haiya, Who want to be with me? Anyone? Someone? Please raise your hand? No one. Yeah, just fine okay. Okay! Okay! Weeekkk! 

Before I forgot this is the,

Latest Quizzes Marks for..

HUMAN SCIENCE : 3/10

LINGUISTIC : 2.75/5.00

DAMN

Ain't always like this

Now. I'm in semester3!! Then? So? What is wrong with this semester3? Naw naw. Nothing is going on. Am just telling. Is that wrong to tell you that I'm in semester3 right now? Naw right? So just listen listen listen listen listen... Haha. Bodoh aja. Yeah. Whatever. She doesn't important at all. Sometimes la penting jugak. I have to know some about politic because it is a part of Ibadah right? So. If you want to be real good muslims. Should know about this. Even it is only little not too much. Just ciput ciput je. Haha. Just like me. Come and be like me. Choose me as your Idol. Yucks. Okay sorry sorry. Actually I'm so tired being alone in this room. Everyone's gone home. Just me in this campus. Just me ya know? Urghh. Assignment punya pasal aku takleh balik. Bloody hell ya. Now Madam wants me to write a short story. My own idea and inspiration and now I'm starting to feel like a piece of shit when I can't think what should I write on a sheet. 2pages like 10000 pages. "Enough Arifah. You shouldn't have to talk like this. You look stupid when you write something like this! Stop nagging ang get back to work NOW!" I'm and me talking to myself like stupid. Waharharhar! Bubbye Fatty. :)