20 December 2013

Suddenly

There was one night, I was walking alone along the street in a dark. It was like I was trapped in a some place of no where, everything was dark. I was in a dark place. Suddenly I saw a light, a dim light. I thought I was dead, maybe I was dead for a while but after I followed the dim light it became bright and brighter. Suddenly I saw a moving hut (roof made by dried coconut leaves, had four wheels so people who selling the hot dogs can easily moving around from place to another places) selling some hot dogs from a distance, well I love sausage, of course I'll get excited to get near to it. So I ran and ran and keep on running like I've never eat for a year, that feeling was suddenly appeared in my heart after I saw the one and only brightest stall with the darkest background in a place of no where, I don't have any idea where I was at that time, all I thought was "Hell no, ain't gonna let the stall disappear from here, there must be many sausages at the stall plus maybe I can get the biggest sausage in my life."

Okay where was I? Oh, while I was running recklessly towards it, I heard a voice whispering at my right ear. "Dangerous, back off freak!" I stopped running. "Ouch! Don't shout! Just keep going with the whisper next time." While I was almost near the moving hut, popped out three middle age males behind it (All three of them have a mustache with almost six feet heights, wearing black coats and black pedora hats). I shocked and screamed. "Aa! Who are you?" One of them answered, "Well we are the owner of this hut. What are you doing out here alone young lady? Aren't you scared of rapist would be wandering around searching for their victims? Hahah!" They laughed evilly together. "Are you guys the rapist? Aren't you?" Then I shut my mouth hurriedly using my hands, why would I asked them that kind of question. The most idiot question I had asked to male strangers in a middle of no where.This was scariest thing I've done in my life. They stared while smiling meaningfully towards me, I had asked them again, "Wait wait, You guys are the rapist? Aren't you?" I shut my mouth again while patting it. "What an idiot little girl that we have here. Catch her!" One of them told the others to catch me. I thought that one a bit taller than others was the boss of the others maybe smarter than the others that was why he was the boss. So I ran and ran and keep on running again, I ran as fast as I can, I ran all out of my breath, I ran like there will be no tomorrow any more because they ran like jaguars that was why I ran crazily even though I can't run that fast but I tried so hard to run away from them. I turned my head back and I saw their eyes were turning red, guess what I saw their fangs. Well this was more than I expected, "Mam! I'm sorry we're not like you're expecting. We're not the rapist but we're draculas!" They shouted at me in once, I was like oh my God my ears burning listened to what they had said. Well I guess this was it I turn my head in front and I ran like I'm going to shit in a second.

Suddenly I felt my legs like they're heavy, it seemed like it was stuck by something sticky and my hands were holding on something. It was like if I released that thing from my hands, I'll fall with regrets. I can't run anymore my my steps getting bigger and heavier than usual, well actually I was walking using two long bamboo sticks which I had to hold it together using both of my hands to make it balanced so I won't fall (Sticks that used to be use by Jackie Chan to train his kung fu with Low Pa). "Get her! We'll be having a big feast tonight!" The boss shouted at others, two of them stopped and said something. "Wait a minute, well we're struggling getting her and you just shout at us to get her?" The other one said, "Yeah! This is unfair. Why don't you get her while we're staying here watching you to get her plus we're fat we can't run that fast to catch a girl on the bamboo sticks. What? She's riding sticks? Where do the sticks come from?" While they're arguing I was struggling to get away from them. Fortunately I've made it, I lost them but I've got to keep going because they might be searching for me right now. The darkness fading away and now I can see the sky. Well, seriously these sticks made me felt like I was up high in the sky, I can touch the sky and put the stars and the moon together in a group so they'll be happy to be friends, they might can be good buddies like best friends forever story never last. Nah nonsense, well when I looked back again for the how many times I forgot, they all gone, I was so glad but still I've got to hurry. They might be calling for back up.

My legs hurt, I looked at them but guess what I saw, "Woah! What's this place?" Suddenly, I was in Japan. It was like Hokkaido, actually I've never went to Hokkaido but I used to see a picture of that place. It was a blast an awesome place with the flowers, the breeze of the wind from the hills, and the Japanese houses made my woods like cabins almost. Then there was a knocked in my head, "Ouch! That's hurt." I had been stabbed by something on my heart, that stabber made my feeling to search for him, my boyfriend. Well I don't know what was the stabber actually. Never mind, I've got to seek some help from him. I was on my way to his house, well I don't know that I had a boyfriend living in Japan. I jumped off from the bamboo sticks that I used just now, threw it away and suddenly my feet stepped the first step by its own. I really didn't have any idea where they brought me to so I just let them walked by themselves to see where they're trying to bring me to.

Well this was it, a Japanese house like a cabin surrounded by other Japanese houses like cabins. How did they knew this was his house? So I knocked the front door, no answered. I went to the back door, it was sliding door for the back door, it widely opened. "Hello?" I tried to get someone. I was trying to enter his house but suddenly some voice stopped me from doing it. It heard someone was whining, I mean more to crying softly. Then I took a peak. Well guess what, I saw a girl, a beautiful and young girl, she might be in my age, I mean our age crying while standing near the window pane. Suddenly, this part a bit annoyed me, a guy that I called a boyfriend came and pursued her not to cry with a hug. "Panggg!" My heart broken into pieces that can't be collected anymore, that can't be patched by anything, glue, stapler, any kind of things that can fix something. They both shocked and shivered, the girl stopped crying and asked him, "What was that?" "It might be a hungry stray cat, Now now come here girl. Don't be sad, I love you." The girl started to cry again. My boyfriend said that to a girl that I've never saw since I was with him. "Panggg!" My heart was breaking into the smallest pieces that can't be seen by anyone except plankton and other smallest creatures. They stopped again and began to stutter, "Seriously, what was that again?" "Now my girl, it's okay like I said it was a stray cat. Come let me hug you, calm down my dear." He said that, by the way he never pursued me using that very nice tones and words. I was like cursed you Lucifer and Pussy cat! I ran away from the house with sadness and disappointed towards someone that I've trusted, was a loyal and charming man I've ever had in my life. Well, he was a jerk now and then I keep on running. And suddenly, I went home, "This is my home?" A pigsty like with the big puddle fulled with mud and trashes in it while surrounded with fences! "What the Oinnkkk! I just squeled!" I looked at my self in the water nearby the big puddle. Well, suddenly, "I'm a pig?!"

Well, actually it was just a nightmare, one of my crazy nightmare that appeared in my dream last night. Of course, there's no such thing will happen in anyone's life, isn't?

12 December 2013

Hippah hippah HEY!

Asalamualaikum

I've been busying my self with the house chores and the toddler but today I'm home alone doing house chores. It's not that bad being alone at home at least you've got your own space to do something without being bugging by someone. Done mopping cleaning the dishes that they ate last night. Of course I sound like a maid. I'm a mad full time every time everyday maid in any house that I've stayed including this house.
But I really enjoying doing this stuffs. I don't have idea why am I so excited struggling doing the house chores.
Maybe it makes me sweat. Yeahh get it I love sweating it seems like helping me to burn my fat not seems but it's burning those fatso that stuck on me. Please lah fats fats go away don't ever come back again.

Now listening to everything has change by Taylor swift feat Ed Sheeran. Okay lah the lyrics do make me touched and I can feel it deep in my heart what the song trying to convey. Ceh cehh puii but seriously I can feel it. Hahah. Okay kay.
Enough with the drama.
Oh plus I don't know why am I easily touched by something that for everyone it's not that sad but for me it becomes extremely sad and I'll cry I don't care I'll cry if I feel like to cry! Yeah my tears are not that expensive like pearls. Duhh. Whatever if I feel like to cry I'll cry and then usually I'll laugh because I don't know why am I crying. Hahah.
What a dizzy sentences gahh.

Oh my Lord Allah!
I always forgot to phone cfs's office to ask them what should I do with BMW should I just go add and drop session or have to settle it down with the Arts and Department?
I'll call em later now I'm tired with the house chores that I've done it just now. Oh man I'm jealous of students that have great grades not like me pffttt.
Wasting my time in enjoying the moment that I have at the cfs without studying hard like other students.
Hmm what a waste Arifah what a waste. But
DUDE I'M NOT GONNA CHANGE.

ARE YA CRAZY? YA HAVE TO CHANGE FOR THE SAKE OF YOUR FUTURE MY DEAR.
Dammit I've got to change it before it's too late and you'll cry without rhythm. Hahah.
-Pepatah Melayu dol-

Hey I'm gonna change changing change changing wallaby bubbly wobbly wooo.
Hippah hippah HEY!
AAAA I've been influenced by baby tv aisar HIPPAH HIPPAH HEY!
MKBye.

Wasalamualaikum.


09 December 2013

Just a writing

Asalamualaikum

Well after feeding Aisar a bit work out and watching hitz tv I'll try my self to sit down have a little time for my blog in the old times not for the distance time because this laptop wasn't feeling well 
Aisar dropped some water on it well I've got to use the old keyboard 
Well then it's just fine for me as long as I can write some thing on this blog 
Yeah it's been a long time isn't ahhh
Feeling fresh with my new life and of course I'm changing -seriously?- like seriously!!

Hahah
Just a bit don't make that Jemah's face 
As I know like usually I'll write first and then I'll think the topic that is suitable for this writing hahah fool I'm bad in giving topics names or whatever that I have to call something on something ekk
This is my bad habit I'll call someone that I want not using their nick names but I'll call them and their fathers' name with my own creation names for them cause I always forgot their names I know they are my friends but I certainly forgot their names poor them having a friend like me

SO WHAT CAN I DO -Texas accent- hahah
And I just knew that Aisar loves potatoes so next time I'll fry potatoes more to feed him
Seriously he ate all of it maybe there were seven of em well good for him
I'm feeling sorry towards one of my friends I'm trying to be friendly but people around us misunderstood towards our relationship and it's okay then maybe I'm going to quit from being friends with everyone hahah 
Becoming a girl without friends btw this sounds cool but scary but it's cool yeah scary it's okay then I don't mind for not having many friends because I do love being alone without anyone beside me 
This is me 

Single is better 
If ya'll wanna be friends come on my nigger lemme hug ya'll
My nigger I'll always be with ya don't be scared aww 
Actually I have friends I guess not more than a thousand maybe in less than three hundreds I guess 
SO WHAT CAN I DO
Thanks to Allah at least I have some friends rather than no friends at all ekk
Is there someone who doesn't has even a friend at all?
At least a pet?
Nahh who cares I don't care but if they do exist seriously poor them wuu wuu 
Oh well I guess that's it for babbling of the day and I've got to go now because I want to go that's it I'm out of here buddy 
Ahh I can't stop typing nahh kidding hahah okay okay I'm going I know it's not funny at all blurghh
Okay bye

Walaikumusalam