Dear, this is not a letter but it is also not a poem,
that is nice to be read by someone like you,
but I wrote this just for you,
I'm thinking, wondering, and it is really disturbing me.
Why cant I answer your question?
It is a simple question.
"Why do you love me?"
I'm sorry I can't tell you why, but maybe now I'm trying
and I'll tell you why.
Why I wrote this?
If I speak you won't listen because you're mad at me.
I love you because you're everything.
I mean it's because it's you.
That's why I love you.
I don't need something from you, I just need you.
You're the one who I craved for.
That's why I love you.
Dear, I know it's all because of me. You looked at me in different way.
My fault, my fault, it's my fault but for me,
you're still the same man, man that I know.
The one who loved, cared, miss and loyal towards me.
You're my man, you didn't change and you can't change
my love towards you, it will not happens.
It's my fault you're looking at me in different way.
My fault, my lust, my desire, my choice, my fault.
I'm sorry I know you're bored listening to my apology.
I don't know why I'm keep on begging you, begging you to love someone
who didn't deserve you. Yes I'm a beggar in your life.
I'm thirst, your caring really make me thirsty.
Now, I realize lust is nothing.
Your taught me lust is a disastrous, lust finished, finished everything.
Our relationship and me.
Dear, tie me again. I'm your kite.
Please guide me again, guide me with your love, your care.
Hold me in your heart again and keep on saying that you'll never ever
going to leave me alone in this cruel world which is full with crocodile's lust.
I'm scared myself, you're scaring me with your heart.
The heart that I don't know whether it'll beat for me again or not.
Maybe if it's beat, it'll beat for other person that you're willing to beat it.
I don't mind, as long as you'll always be by my side.
Yes, I'm crazy. My craziness kills us both.
Sympathy in your heart, just give it to me,
I'm willing to accept anything from you.
"When it comes from you, it's the best for me."
That's what you used to tell me.
I love that words come from your mouth.
In other words, I love everything that's comes from you.
With love Aby :)
With love Aby :)
