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What's on your mind?
Facebook always asks me that question. Every time when I'm online I'll see that question. Feel like to tell the whole world about what's on my mind right now but when I think and think and think. Nah, no need to but why's that so?
Because no one cares darling! Are you serious? You're not one of the hollywood stars even though you're a hollywood star still I don't give a damn. Seriously? Yeah, seriously.

And so seems that no one following my blog. I gonna tell ya a secret to my cheeky bum bum blog what's on my mind right now? You wanna know? Okay this is it.
What's on my mind? Well, someone who always make me laugh, cry and love my self every time when he be by my side either on phone or in front of me. Who loves to see me laughing because of my innocent laugh- Muahahahah! Kidding, actually he loves to say this to me an ayu girl laugh, ehe ehe mallu- Whuttttttttt? Hahahahahahahah that's funny! And that made me laugh. And also he falls in love again and again when he sees me laughing. *Blushing. Well he said that!
Okay fine.

I miss him, and I'm gonna miss him when he's not around anymore not like usual, accompany me to library, lunch together, hanging out, jogging even sleeping too. Oh baby, take a good care of your self there, I'm not there around anymore. Kuantan is not too far away from Gombak but you know, 4 years feels like forever when you keep on falling in love. I know there will be mid sem breaks and others, I don't care about that all I know is I want him back and be around me all the time like when we're in foundation.

Please, why so far away?
How I wish you can change place from Kuantan to Gombak tak pun from Gombak tu Kuantan pun boleyy. Hahah, okay okay.

Soo sleepy, whatever it is I love you babe.
You're my tough guy my man!
Xoxo.

Walaikumusalam.

My Family

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Testing testing Tab3 Mc. Okay jewh type using this thing, lambai tangan macam model jewh chuols.
Well talking about family, actually we are some kind of weirdest family that we have found in this world. Okay just me, I'm the only one who felt it and my younger brother too, and my sister too.

Okay whatever. I have a big happy family, not so that very happy at all. Okay la, a bit happy and some times sad some times feel regret? Why regret Ipah? Why? Tell meh, tell mehhhh!
Naw naw I'm just joking man. Take it easy, Isaac is a cool guy, a very cool mexican guy. Okay not related at all, he's not my family just a famous viner.

Yeah enough said, the family members are...
Starts with...

NENET UMING, MEK, KAKNA, ABE ZUL, HILMI, MAMAT, TAYAH, JUNNUN, KAKNING, ABE, ELIN, YO, KAKAK, ABAS, UMAR, ABE JU, KAKTIAH, ABE AMIR, AKIS, AHDIB, KAKIRA, ABE APIR, ESAR, BIWI, KAKYI, KAKCHA, ME, AND JUPIK.

We are ten siblings and have our own different attitudes that Mek had to take care of when we were kids, but now all of us had grown up but still Mek has to control us. Yeah, mom of course she gets worried on everything.
You know what I'm saying right?
You don't know? You have to know then.

Well that's it ladies and gentlemen.
So bye.

Walaikumusalam.

Happy! Tajuk tak kena dengan isi like always

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Aactually I'm about to work in Puncak Alam, I'll go there maybe tomorrow and I've told Kedid that I wanted to see him so badly. But this morning I got a call from mom, she asked me to go home because something had happened at home, she really needs me to help her in this situation. My youngest brother, lovely brother had problem with school, mom told me that I'm the only one who can help them because my brother won't listen to anyone else besides me.

Prepare for the plastic bag to throw up.

So I need to go home immediately but first I really wanted to see Kedid. I miss him so much, it's been a long time I didn't see him in front of me eyes. I wish I can spend a day with him before I go home, oh man my man, wanna see you so badly miss you so badly. How can I erase everything about him and everything that we've done together if you are the best thing in my life? I always be waiting for you, I don't care you mad or hate or what I'll still be waiting for you.

Ladies and gentlemen, this is my blog so if I wanna write about my love so let me write because it's mine. But you can vomit and throw up if you want to I don't mind as long as you're throwing up on your own laptop not on mine. Bhahah sorry for being cruel.

Another thing, the offer letter attacking us today! How Kalong wish I can be in a same mahallah with her, hope so sister I hope we'll be in the same place. But what if I'll be far away from them? Kalong, Jaa, Ina? My god how can I survive? Of course I'll survive! *Joget alien. And...

Oh oh I forgot that last night I spent One day and a half with Kalong and I met Ina sekejap just to ask how's she doing right now. Well she's fine and getting thinner, I hope she'll always doing fine in her life. By the way, the weather in Gombak at night is so cold, I can feel the sharpness of the fresh wind stinging my legs. So cold man, it almost cramping my body. With the guards that falling from the sky standing everywhere, the big campuses and colleges, the people that I don't recognize their faces okay I mean new faces. Der, that's short semester kau tak masuk long semester, will be more disturbing with the new faces. My gosh, sorry I'm a bit excited because that's for the first time and forever! *Anna singing. Okay kidding, Yeah! So excited to go into that university in a wrong way as a stranger. Some kind of, illegal immigrants get into Malaysia. Okay too abroad, sorry again.

I forgot to tell ya we went to KLCC, what the heck Ipah you talk to much untill you forget to tell more about last night. Can't you see that I'm so excited to go to Gombak, I think after this I'll be like meh I've been here once and no more excitement feeling in my self. Damn! What a waste, but it's okay then.

Okay! KLCC! You can our pictures, wait meh got to download first,
BUT FIRST LEMME TAKE A SELFIES!

People jog but us just take a walk next time we'll jog.

Hohoh!

Why Kalong so sweet not like me have a big weird face!

Kisses from us KLCC xoxo!

Okay this one, I posed and then she told me I'm just trying to fix my tudung suddenly this what I got from her.

Honestly I really fail in poses and smiles, this what you get when you forced yourself to smile Ipah!

WE ARE CUTE M KAY BYE!

Wish to see us, Kalong Jaa Ina and me next time. Wanna spend time with you guys. I love you guys! you guys my best adopted sisters in my life. Hohoh!

Pharrell Williams *Because I'm happy!

Walaikumusalam.

Jobs

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Well I quit quit and quit from my job. You know why? Because I'm too tired to work and get up early in the morning one of my weaknesses. Okay I told Kedid that I'm okay to get up in the morning and actually I'm fine with that if the job is really interesting for me, if not meh I'm not going to wake up babe.
And I'm doomed, seriously last night trying to get a job from a laundry nearby but you know actually I've got the job and this morning I phoned the 'perkhidmatan nadi putra' so whatever tu and then they told me that bus from P14 to P15h TAK ADA!
I was like seriously how can people from P15h nak pegi memana without transportation? By walk eh? So tired meh panas kemain.
Or all of em have their own cars? Okay so rich niggers so rich.

So whatever lah all I know now is I'm so bored and I have to do something otherwise I'll be crying like a baby who wants a milkshake. Okay I got it from a song, but really really I'll be crying and moaning entire of this semester break.
I don't get it how can unemployed people can stand doing nothing in their each everyday life? Guys aren't you feel like screaming or bored or feeling like doing something useful? Takkan everyday lepak?
After job by jobs, now I realize I'm some kind of human who can't stand doing some thing I mean my job under pengawasan of someone. One more thing I hate to deal with people especially in serious way, wanna be chill with everyone have fun relaxing and knowing some one who is willing to share about their culture or life. Love language and other cultures, don't mind even its religions pun I love it. Just for fun to gain knowledge in fun way.

What type of a job should I be in?
Sounds weird lah, and a bit mengada I guess.

Help me with my weird course that I'll be taking in Gombak. I don't know lah. I love meeting people but not in serious way.
That's it I'm outta here nigger.

Wasalamualaikum.

Half nukilan #3 Extraordianry love story

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Most of us women used to fall in love to a guy, pftt guys. Hahah, but once you meet him, I mean a guy that you really fall into him until you can't even live without him. Trust me you'll stick to him until the end of his life and he'll start to regret for flirting on you before. Trust me again, once you walk away from his life, he'll be like "Damn, what I've done?". This is reality, even though he keeps on saying "I won't lick my own spit that I've spitted on the floor." Why? Because you're too ego to admit that everything is your fault. If you know how to treat her well, she won't walk away just like that unless she's a bitch. That's it, got it?

I heard so many love stories from my friends, by the way I'm some kind of who really love to observe my newly friends attitude. The way she walks, talks, glares at something, the ignorance that she did on someone or something. Women can't lie, I can see it through them eyes unless she's a bitch, there you go again, sorry for using harsh word.

Many of us used to be heart broken by a guy and then afraid of accepting other guy who's trying to approach us. I mean them, okay us. Including me, well I have to admit that me as a woman also used to be heart broken by many guys. Well I don't give a damn, I'll keep on finding my prince charming or he' s the one who has to find me? Okay enough. Women bear on everything, she's willing to do anything to make her partner satisfy in their relationship. She'll never think about herself, all she knows is she wanted the guy always with her until her partner can't even has a life. Then he'll get bored and bla bla bla argumentative stupidity of them revealed by themselves. Juvenile crying under the blanket, both are ego and who's going to pursue whom? The ignorance a week to two weeks, suddenly got a text. "I miss you."

What a pain brothers and sisters, actually guys I mean girls wake up! We are strong, we can do anything without em, em can't do everything without us. They take us for granted treated us like slaves, it's like he can do anything that he likes on us. No!

Why can't finish this meh? 

Walaikumusalam.